Quiet Soul, Silent Mind, Fiery Temper

“Friends are like a pair of shoes. Usually the stiff pair that hurts your toes in the beginning, becomes the most comfortable shoes you own once it ’seasons’ to the shape of your feet.”

 Taken from here

I hated Cake Loo when i first saw her.. even though i still feel like kicking her ass from time to time. Well she knows me inside out, left right upside down. My boobs have been molested by her several time till they recognize her touch. (Oopx too much information)

JI-Lian and Nana (Gillian and Selina) have been with me for 10 years practically seeing each other mature from gawky chao ah lians to chao ah lians. Love them both to bits.. We do get pissed off with each other once in a while but then it is all smiles and laughter soon cause i cant get angry with them for long.

I guess it holds true for relationships too.

Read somewhere before: True love is not just by being with someone perfect, but loving the imperfect one perfectly.

 Something like that.. Forgot the correct one, but i mean it is like the first quote.. To love the imperfect one you have to accept the flaws that he/she have. If you can accept those flaws you can have one heck of a lasting relationship.

Flaws is somethings i am pretty much made of which is why i am trying to kick my bad habits lately. New year resolution was to keep my temper in check. A huge feat for me cause i am not known to be really patient to my family members and some of my other friends..

I seek for perfection and thus having high expectations for people; however i hate it when people have expectations from me. So idiot right? Set standard for people and ownself don’t want to follow. Hur hur..

Control freak me love to control things and hates it when people control me.. Which kind of makes me a highly strung, siao char bor who is permanently tensed . Change! Must learn to kan kai “see open” and trust people.

Think before i speak is the worst flaw man. Everyone say i am a evil mouth blunt bitch all the time. Ask my friends through msn and they were like YA! YA! YA! YA! YA!

However.. this is one flaw i am still considering whether to change or not.. I become gu niang and say nice things then i is not BABA Lynn. Plus.. Though everyone hates my blunt mouth, they like the fact that it is an honest opinion despite it sounding bitchy half the time.

Kind of lost my train of thought..

Guess it is bed time for me! Good night!